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To go back out into the lounge room and deal with my nearly 3 year old in a calm way. I am locked in my room cos I am gettign angrier and angrier by the minute. i have not had a day like this in ages _ I forgot to takle my epo a few days in a row and this is what happens grrr. Plus Jack is overtired cos 2 days in a row he had a "nap" which ended ant 6pm and then partied all night until 10pm plus. He has been absolutley wired all day when we were out this morning I swear he didn't stop bouncing off the walls. And now he wont sleep and will probably crash at about 4pm and wake again at 6 starting the cycle all over again. ARRRGH!!! He is yelling at me right now (not crying) and blowing raspberries at my door. So much for gentle guidance! NOt doing so good at it today. Thank goodness for Kindy tomorrow. Have not said that in a while either. Please give me strength to be nice to my son until tonight. I might even have to withhold boob until its an appropriate time for him to sleep (well after 6pm) that might work. ahh bugger can't even take him to the park cos I told him that only if he had a sleep we would go. (he'd fall asleep in the pram anyway, but now its too late for him to nap). One of the annoying thigns about having uni, I can't just go with the flow when it comes to sleep as much as I would like to. I have a 9am class tomorrow.
Sorry, this is mostly just a vent. I know why all this is happening.
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Mum to a 4 year old DS - breastfeeding and unschooling and loving it!
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Marmee 

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